March 2012
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Anonymous asked: I want to end things with you so bad. It's not because I can't stand you, it's because I can't feel anything towards you anymore. I can't end it until next month because of what I promised you. This next month is going to be pure torture. I'm going to feel like a puppet, acting like you're wonderful and the love of my life. You're not but I truly wish you...
Mar 1st
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February 2012
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Anonymous asked: You got me pregnant and then left the country. I didn't tell anyone that you broke my heart or that I had to get rid of the baby. Now when you are around, everyone makes out that I need to get over whatever it was that happened between us because they don't know what was actually happening before you decided to leave. I was young and you left me heartbroken with your baby, we...
Feb 29th
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Anonymous asked: Since the time I was last fighting myself for control, I've forgotten how hard it is.
Feb 29th
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Anonymous asked: you broke up with me a month ago. you have moved on and im still thinking of you every second of everyday. i cant shut you out of my life you have already done to me.
Feb 29th
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Anonymous asked: We're blowing off a good friend to go get high with a stranger. I know I should feel guilty but I've never been happier or more excited. I'm a bad bad person.
Feb 28th
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Anonymous asked: You're supposed to be my best friend, but I get chills whenever you touch me. I never thought I could actually be in love with another girl. I'm not okay with it, nor will I ever be. I guess I'm not okay with myself.
Feb 28th
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Anonymous asked: I want sex, but I'm fucking terrified of it.
Feb 28th
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Anonymous asked: I'm 18. I lost my virginity when I was 17. Ive had 12 sexual partners, and I've never been happier.
Feb 28th
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Anonymous asked: Whenever we get into a big argument, my fear of being alone shoots through the roof.
Feb 28th
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Anonymous asked: I'm a girl. You're a girl. I love you. You like me. That's completely fine with me. I just wish you didn't make this complicated.
Feb 27th
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Anonymous asked: Hey :) you've treated me like shit for the last time! Bye lovely your the last shitty person to get out of my life!
Feb 27th
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Anonymous asked: My brother gets out of jail in a week or so. I haven't seen him out of jumpsuit since I was 10. He's a monster, and I'm scared to be around him.
Feb 26th
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Anonymous asked: I wish that we had a cheesy relationship, even though we're in a LDR.. I wish you would show the world that you love me for once. It hurts me everytime I remember that with your past girlfriend you showed the whole world how much you loved her, how much you cherished her. Some days, I just feel like I don't deserve your love because you can't even have the courage to tell someone...
Feb 26th
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Anonymous asked: I really like him, and I don't know why. And it's fucking with my head
Feb 26th
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Anonymous asked: We fell in love. He got scared and changed his mind. Now he's taken away the best part of me and i feel empty. Im a guy by the way.
Feb 26th
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Anonymous asked: I'm such a happy person, but I'm scared for my life. I'm scared if you ever end us, I'll kill myself.
Feb 25th
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Anonymous asked: I am not over my ex. It's been 9 months. I've tried. I've been on dates, I haven't seen him or spoken to him in 9 months, I tell myself I'm over him, I haven't spoken to my friends about this... I am afraid to admit it.
Feb 25th
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Anonymous asked: I feel like I'll be alone forever. I have strange interests and I think in a way that repels people from me. What bothers me most of all is how I'm surrounded by serious couples all of the time, who all make me feel inferior and unlovable. Whenever anyone expresses romantic interest in me, I feel like there's either something wrong with them or that it's a joke.
Feb 25th
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Anonymous asked: I could drop all my friends in a second for anything, not even for some secret agent job, maybe just a sandwich. I don't know why I can cut off ties so easily.
Feb 25th
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Anonymous asked: I was listening to a song called "Foregone," about knowing the path your life is on, and being okay about it, when I realized I'd never felt that way, not once. And that feeling is maybe what I want more than anything else.
Feb 25th
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Anonymous asked: sometimes I think he will never ask me to marry him because he refuses to wear jewelry.
Feb 24th
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Anonymous asked: I think about suicide everyday. Some days it seems to be what I think about more than anyone else. I'm a midwestern male who believes in soldiering on and don't feel comfortable talking to anyone else about this but it gets so exhausting. If I did it I know it would destroy my sister so I never will... but sometimes I just wish she would find someone to take my place so I could give...
Feb 24th
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Anonymous asked: He tells me that he'll be there as long as I'll have him. Then he talks about forever... I can't believe in a promise like that when we're seventeen and everyone who says they're staying always seems to leave. He talks about how we'll have three kids and a nice house by thirty, when I don't know what I want to do with MY life yet. How am I supposed to tell him...
Feb 24th
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Anonymous asked: I'm a very straight girl. I think I might be in love with my female floormate.
Feb 24th
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Anonymous asked: the only thing i have to remind me of you are the scars.
Feb 24th
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Anonymous asked: I wish I didn't feel like I constantly have to prove myself to those I love. I do though. Maybe it's because I can't even prove to myself why I'm worth loving in the first place.
Feb 23rd
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Anonymous asked: I honestly wish you cared for me or about me as much as I care about you. You're my sister and I feel like I'm constantly trying to convince you to even care about me.
Feb 23rd
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Anonymous asked: I use twilight fanfiction to escape my reality. My reality? I hate myself.
Feb 23rd
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Anonymous asked: I looked you in the eye and told you that you were the reason I wanted to stay. You didn't say anything back. That hurt me more than anything and you have no idea. Your selfishness is ruining our relationship.
Feb 23rd
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Anonymous asked: SUPPORT ME. Please, I can't do it without you. Actually, I can... and I'm going to. I hope you miss me.
Feb 23rd
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Anonymous asked: Your words MATTER. Your silence MATTERS. Can't you see? You make me drown. I hate you for it but I love you too much to let you go.
Feb 22nd
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Anonymous asked: I can't and won't tell anyone that I'm a lesbian. They won't notice anyways since I'm a girly girl but it would be nice to be able to tell someone and hope they don't judge me any differently
Feb 22nd
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Anonymous asked: I hate how I, the youngest in my family, always has to play mediator during disputes and they all rely on me to help them and maintain peace. I'm only 1 person and they are supposed to be the "adults," I wish I could solve everything for them but sometimes I feel like i'm in over my head
Feb 22nd
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Anonymous asked: Idk why but for the majority of my life, I never liked taking showers or washing up. Even though I showered today, 9 days past with no showering or washing up. Strangers would never know since I always appear well dressed and nicely put together
Feb 22nd
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Anonymous asked: I think I'd rather live in my dreams than in waking life. My dreams are the only things I look forward to every night.
Feb 22nd
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Anonymous asked: Ill never be easy to get again because you take that for granted. It was only for you tho because some part of me still loved you but never again baby never again.
Feb 21st
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Anonymous asked: I love my boyfriend...but sometimes I just want to fuck some girl I don't know.
Feb 21st
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Anonymous asked: i never look both ways before crossing the street, in the hope that i'll get hit and it'd look like an acident. this is because im a lesbian and can't admit it to the girl i love.
Feb 21st
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Anonymous asked: i'm a closet gay who fantasises about being with older men, but i'm afraid guys will find me too immature or not attractive, since it seems like the only gay guys are young, toned, tall, pop cultured and handsome. What am i? About 5'3, chubby, babyfaced, rock and metal lover. I just feel like i have no chance in the gay men scene..
Feb 21st
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Anonymous asked: im slipping back into my old habits and i cant say i regret it my best friend doesnt know but friday was one of the last times she will see me im going to distance myself from everyone and just live without them judging me.
Feb 21st
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Anonymous asked: I'm in love with my best friend and I didn't realize that until he started dating this girl that I don't like. I feel like he's the only one for me, but I can't tell him that because he's happy with her. Whenever we all hang out, I fake a smile, but when I get home I cry and cut myself because I know i'll never be good enough.
Feb 20th
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Anonymous asked: It breaks my heart to know that the truth will break his. I love you, but I'm not in love with you. And I can't help but feel that every time I say it, I'm telling a lie that will one day break is both into a million pieces.
Feb 20th
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Anonymous asked: I hate everyone. except the one that hates me
Feb 20th
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Anonymous asked: Everyone seems to think, 4 years after my first suicide attempt, that because I wear feminine dresses and less heavy make-up and listen to different music, that I'm okay now. That I'm "normal". But I still wish I was dead, every minute of every day.
Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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Anonymous asked: I wish someone had told me that the people who are always, always there for others end up having nothing and no one themselves before it became my own life and my own worst enemy.
Feb 20th
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Anonymous asked: I hate my Dad's stupid bitch of a girlfriend and her twat of a son. when my dad said that he needed to tell me something not to tell anyone, I thought he was going to propose to her. then he told me that she'd been raped about 10 years ago. I immediately thought "oh thank god" but now I feel awful. She was raped for fuck sake, and I was happy as long as they weren't...
Feb 19th
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Anonymous asked: I lie to everyone, because I hope it hides how boring I really am.
Feb 18th
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Anonymous asked: People keep saying and quoting things like: "you regret the things you don't say more often than the things you do say" and "Say what you need to say or your life will be full of what-ifs." These things make it so much harder not to tell him how much I still miss him and love him more than anyone I've ever loved... But he's happy right now with someone else. It...
Feb 17th
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Anonymous asked: If you have the time and presence of mind to update your lj, tumblr, other social networking site, you are not going to kill yourself. That is my opinion.
Feb 17th
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