May 2012
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Anonymous asked: they wont diagnose my eating disorder even though they are the ones who said i had one. but i loved my body till the second the word 'anorexia' fell from his mouth. now i cant stand my body, every hair avery skin particle is disgusting to me. i want to go back to loving myself, but i don't know how, and i don't want anyone to know.
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Anonymous asked: i love her but she doesn't swing that way
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Anonymous asked: the only people i ever truly fall in love are always the ones i cant have. and this time is the worst, because if i tell her my feelings she will never trust me again
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Anonymous asked: I fucked everything up because I didn't want to fall for you. Now I fear that our friendship is over and that you don't want me in your life anymore.
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Anonymous asked: I was finally starting to let go of him and then I ran into him are the store. It was awkward. It's never been awkward between us before. Is it really over?
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Anonymous asked: I think I would change your sexuality if I could. See? I love you so much, it's absolutely monstrous.
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Anonymous asked: I dated my rapist.
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Anonymous asked: I hurt wonderful men because I don't want to be alone. I lead them on and pretend I feel more than what I do so I don't have to be by myself. I still feel by myself though because I don't have you. I'm a bad person. I just want to be wanted since you don't want me anymore.
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Anonymous asked: I've known you all of high school. We dated in 10th grade after what felt like forever of hiding how we felt about each other. It didn't last long because my mom hated you so much. I always felt like I was missing out after that. I was glad when you got a new girl friend because I wanted you to be happy, and we stayed so close. You are one of my best friends. We dated again our senior...
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Anonymous asked: I have not been happy for a long time. i feel nervous, guilty, embarrassed, sad, lonely, pathetic, and stupid...but I never feel happy anymore.
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Anonymous asked: I love my family, I love my friends, and I'm happy with who I am...But I fear I live too much in a secret fantasy world in my mind that I've created for myself.
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Anonymous asked: I haven't learnt from your mistakes and hardships. I'm cutting again. I know it's stupid, but the idea has stuck with me since I stopped 3 years ago and recent events have caused a turn for the worst. I'm sorry.
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Anonymous asked: It really pisses me off how people who have problems/have been through stuff seem to think they deserve a medal for not being suicidal, self-harming or substance abusing.
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Anonymous asked: I wish you could see yourself as I see you. I met you when your were a just a girl. A girl who went through things no child should. But now you've grown up into a beautiful young women with so much talent. I wish you could understand how fearless and smart you are. You're my best friend, no, you're my sister and you amaze me every time we're together. Please don't take...
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Anonymous asked: SAT, ACT, AP. These letters have R.U.I.N.E.D. me.
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Anonymous asked: i've tried to kill myself multiple times just so the people who love me can suffer.
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Anonymous asked: Im Pregnant And Scared!
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Anonymous asked: one of my best friends cheated on his girlfriend with me.
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Anonymous asked: I'm happy that all my secrets are safe with you.
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Anonymous asked: Everytime I look at the moon, I sit and wonder if at that exact moment, you are looking at it too.
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Anonymous asked: i sent something that never got posted. womp.
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Anonymous asked: No matter how many times I asked, all you could say is "I don't know" or "I'm sorry." All I want to know is if you loved me as I much as I loved you. That is all I ever wanted to know. Everytime we are confronted, you leave me with unaswered questions. I've had enough.
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Anonymous asked: I have this weird thing, where I always picture the sex faces of people like my boss and teachers.. anyone that is supposed to be collected and in charge. For some reason I'm always curious as to what they would look like.
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Anonymous asked: It's been almost three years since i had my abortion. I'll be 19 soon and right now I'm with a man I love and want to be with forever but there isnt a day that goes by that i wish i wasn't bipolar so my meds wouldn't have been my reason for me needing to get an abortion. RIP my angel in haven
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Anonymous asked: Truth is, I want you back in my life more than anything. My mind and body have moved on, but my heart won't budge. I'm in a tortuous circle; you're everywhere I look. Everywhere I breathe, you invade my senses. I've no more tears to give you, sweet girl. But, as was just proven last night, any slight call for help, and my first response is to drop everything and run to you. To...
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Anonymous asked: I hope you're happy without me, but I also hope you stop once in a while and miss me the way I miss you.
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Anonymous asked: Sometimes I wake up in the morning and I notice I'm depressed. This disease has taken away parts of me that I wish I wouldn't lose one day then have the next. I don't feel in any way pretty when I wake up like this, I feel like i'll be dead in a year and nothing can stop it. If someone asked me which I would choose, A burger or salad, I have to say salad but deep down I want...
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Anonymous asked: I love seeing people happy. I leave random people, especially those going through a rough time, little anonymous messages to cheer them up. Making them feel happy cheers me up. And distracts me from my own problems. But at the end of the day I feel satisfied with the work that I've done.
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Anonymous asked: I seem to choose kind of messed up people with issues.
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mymomhasgotitgoingon asked: (My Response to this post: I was raped by 3 people wearing a mask when i was 12.) Honey, I want you to know that the fact that you are simply breathing right now truly amazes me. I am 20 years old, and an ex of mine tried to rape me this past February. I know how hard the past few months have been for me... an adult. I can only imagine what you have been through at such a young age! Know that you...
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Anonymous asked: I'll probably commit suicide if things are still going the way they are.
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Anonymous asked: I was recently offered an opportunity to make 3 to 4 thousand dollars a night as an escort. I have a bf of 3 years that I love dearly, but am so damn vain that I am heavily considering it. It makes me sick that my materialism might actually lead me to do this.
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Anonymous asked: I haven't seen your face in eight months and it isn't getting any easier. I miss you like hell and I'm so sorry for everything.
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Anonymous asked: I don't want to be happy. Thats my 'deep dark secret'. Whenever I feel anything close to happiness I become disgusted and angered with myself. I don't know whats wrong with me, but I just feel like I don't deserve it. I don't think anyone understands just how much I don't like myself or how at a loss I am on how to change or feel worthy enough of happiness.
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Anonymous asked: I just randomly get sad sometimes. I don't mean to, but I just do. I'll feel happy inside but then when someone asks me something or just talks to me, I get all mad at them. It makes me cry for no reason at all and I wish it didn't happen. I'm scared I'll just get and at the people I love and lose my relationship with them.
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Anonymous asked: I miss you. Hope you're still alive. Don't go away but don't come near. I can't handle it. "Lights."
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frodos-bush asked: Even though my ex cheated on me twice and constantly made me feel like i would never be good enough i still feel that she is the love of my life. ill never find someone like her and i hate that i still love her... but i know ill never stop,.. shes moved on, but i dont know if i ever will
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Anonymous asked: I'm finally happy on my own.
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Anonymous asked: We had something for half a year and then I slept with him and he stopped talking to me. I don't believe he used me, he isn't like that. But it's killing me slowly and ruining all my relationships since, the not knowing. I just want to know what happened to us.
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Anonymous asked: I wish my mother loved me unconditionally.
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Anonymous asked: I live half a world away from my mom and I miss her so bad. It's been 2 years since I last saw her and every now and then I dream that she's gonna pass away before I get to see her again. I just hope that my dreams just stay as dreams.
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Anonymous asked: my mother's overprotective, judgmental nature was one of the main reasons that i started cutting, but it was her saying my senior year of high school that she hugged me after my graduation saying that she was proud of me no matter what i looked like, who i was sexually attracted to, or how i "labeled" myself that made me stop. to this day, my relationship with her has been a bumpy...
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Anonymous asked: Two nights ago, I took a kitchen knife to my wrist. I didn't press hard enough to draw blood, but I raised a few scratches. Tonight, I did the same thing in the bathroom of a friend's apartment. I have no idea why I'm doing this. I've always prided myself on being so strong and independent, but lately I feel like nobody in my life truly loves or needs me, and that breaks my...
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Anonymous asked: I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm afraid of my future. I'm so scared of becoming miserable, that I didn't see that I already am.
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Anonymous asked: Call for a good time, 303-941-5841. I'm such a man slut.
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Anonymous asked: I am pregnant with my first child. My Dad is going in for heart surgery and he left me as his medical decision power of attorney if he is unable. Today is also the anniversary of a friend's death and I am $2000 in debt. All I want to do is curl up in someone's arms and have them mean the comfort they are giving. The one person who should, resents me for being upset. I need help.
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Anonymous asked: I wish people knew how serious my disease was. It doesn't jut limit my diet, it limits my options in life. Even though I know I don't want to, I could be unable to have children. I could develop certain cancers and have neurological problems. People just laugh at me when I tell them I can't eat pasta or bread or so many other foods with gluten. They don't know that it could be...
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Anonymous asked: I'm holding on to what little love we have with everything in my power. I know we're perfect for each other and I just need you to not be so scared to admit that this might be different.
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Anonymous asked: I broke up with my boyfriend and I've never been happier!