If you are struggling with your sexuality, there is help out there for you. Whether it is about who you are attracted to, what gender you associate with, or if you are just questioning, there is help and information out there for you.
Gay and Lesbian National Hotline (US)
The Trevor Project (US)
The Beaumont Trust (UK)
07000 - 287878 (07000 BTRUST)
There are tons of other hotlines and websites, just search them. And remember, it gets better.